Frustrations and Ruffled Fur

Posted by Whit Barringer , Monday, September 12, 2005 4:39 AM

I'm so tired right now that I shouldn't even be up, but whatever.

I am hoping that the next few days in school go by relatively fast. We have a retreat this weekend (not like the one I had this last weekend with I.D.E.A.L. - which was great fun for me and I think everyone else involved) to the Heifer Project International in... Wwell, I don't remember where it is. At any rate, I'm hoping the next few days go by relatively fast because I am (mildly) unsatisfied at some of the slow paces. I am in Honors, and sometimes it feels like we're dragging our feet. I know that I'm going to think differently around time for finals, but right now I feel so frustrated about school. Don't get me wrong - I love it here. But the days don't love me, as on average for the last two weeks I've only gotten four hours worth of sleep.

I'm sure that this sounds frivolous and not as serious as I've read in some of the other bloggers post, but I refuse to resign myself to that sort of political jargon incessantly. I am not brilliant, but I am far from stupid. I'll make my comments on current events as it suits me, as this is my corner of the web and no one elses.

I keep feeling as if I need to go to bed, but I'm not sleepy. I think that I want to go to bed just so I can avoid my though processes. That kind of bugs me. That I would sleep to avoid. I know people who do that, and they are not very happy people. They are either sad or constantly angry. Perhaps that's me anyway. I have one hell of a temper.

Anyway, I'm going to head out to bed and try to catch a dream or two in my sleep. I hope my day tomorrow will be more along my lines of liking.